The more I think of school work... the more I realize I should do it at once. In order to get the grade I want... and then eventually get the dream I wish, that's to be an honor student.

But where do I go from here? 

The more I think of changing my training proffession.. simply because I don't know where exactly I am being trained for.

Where do I go from here?

The sooner I realize that I'm almost done with my bachelor degree, the sooner I rush myself in looking for the solution.

Where do I go from here?

Should I conduct a study about it? Should I analyze myself? ... Well that's stupid. yes. that's what we are to do.

Remove the idea that school institutions are there to save my "career" and life.

If I don't want to work in a school then...

Where do I go from here?

Im tired of forcing myself to be good at something. I know I'm here on top, but I'm having a hard time maintaining.. because I don't even know what's there for me after all these crawling...

I don't even know where I'm going.

I need to think of another goal. I don't want to be an honor student anymore. but I NEED to be one.

I need a goal and I need to know now

Where do I go from here.

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Pocahontas II: Journey to the New World

The earth is cold, the fields are bare
The branches fold against the wind that's everywhere
The birds move on so they survive
When snow's so deep the bears all sleep to keep themselves alive

They do what they must for now and trust in their plan
If I trust in mine, somehow will I find who I am

And where do I go from here?
So many voices ringing in my ear
Which is the voice that I was meant to hear
How will I know where do I go from here

My world has changed and so have I
I’ve learned to choose and even learned to say goodbye
The path ahead so hard to see
It winds and bends but where it ends depends on only me
In my heart I don't feel part of so much I've known
Now it seems it's time to start a new life on my own 

But where do I go from here?
So many voices ringing in my ear
Which is the voice that I was meant to hear
How will I know where do I go from here