I wish there is also a reflection of doing the thesis. The insights and learning and test of friendship everyone goes through. The obstacles, the hindrances, the challenges that made us stronger. The emotions, all those hatred, anxiety, anger, stress… Practicum and Thesis are really great experiences to reflect upon on.

 

Since I will be graduating (hopefully) I want to make my own reflection of thesis… (so far…) 

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thesis NOT it. 

How many theses can a student actually produce in one year? 

Can I just say, that my thesis partner and I have practically done at least 3 theses proposals (with pilot studies)

 

and before we could actually implement it…it’s Reject. Reject. Rejected. To think I’m the type of person who hates being rejected. (I hate rejection, because I loose myself… being rejected by the people I want… being rejected because I’m me… and being rejected with the hard work I have prepared)

 

Am I mediocre? Can I not help but compare?

Will you let me?

This reminds me of a special person in the past  who seem to have (in my point of view) a simplest way to getting through his undergraduate life. He’s the same course as I am (so it’s a very good basis for comparison). He gets to do his thesis on his own. And after three years, he’s the first and “onliest” student to get the “outstanding thesis” award.

 

Can I just share, I’m not aspiring to have an outstanding thesis...

but. Can I just share I JUST DON’T WANT ANYMORE REJECTION!

 

Are there summer classes for thesis?  

So scrap off the supposed schedule I made yesterday.. because I have a new one.

A SCHEDULE THAT NEEDS DOUBLE TIME.   

 

For all the thesis my partner and I have supposed “prepared”… everything goes around the topic of PROCRASTINATION. 

This is our supposed field of expertise…

 

Can I ask something? 

Why are we having a tough time with managing our time for our thesis?

WHEN WE ARE NOT PROCRASTINATING.

 

We are doing our thesis… but every time we are “close” to it… we just have to do it ALL OVER AGAIN.  

I’m not mad… this actually excites me… because I feel that we get to do our work better… (the process of making the thesis gets better)

 

I just want to share… that I bet nobody else has experienced this kind of struggle that we’ve been through just to yearn for graduation. 

And add to that… not only that our thesis is starting new. But we’re doing a thesis that’s not even a regular thesis format...  

It’s something … different.

 

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read previous post on: Thesis it & Practicum

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Damn when this is all done, and I know we’re going to pull this through…

All I can say would be “S-H-!-T”.  Then I will be grateful to all my professors. All my blockmates. And I will be so overwhelmed that. S-H-!-T. We did everything in a span of 2 months.  

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shit.

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p.s. when this is over. i'm gonna get the highest self-esteem ever!

an aweful last word. ugh! well, if it excites and makes you shit, sue your professors! hehe

Hi Toni! "Hump Day" is a name given to Wednesday. It's considered as the "hump" because it's the middle of the week - as in, "We just have to get over the hump, and then it will be the weekend." The middle of the week is probably the hardest day to get through for a lot of people, and so that's why I post funnies on "Hump Day." It's just to help make the "hump" feel a little less like forever and more like something that can actually be achieved.

just some blogging add-on: i think i miss one word. it should have been "if it excites BUT makes you shit, then sue your professors! dont take it seriously, though. well, thesis is a battleground for ideas; a strategically worded battle of wits; a war-chest of strategic words; wisdom built from war of words; and words that answer the wisdom question of what do you know? and when you're done, its just a passing bombshit!

hi francel.. thanks for the comment.. but OH NO FRANCEL!! no no no ... hehe.... i love my professors , they're my favorite. hehehe... i love our department. they're just so so the BEST. considering our course? educational+psychology+counseling. every single one of them just knows how to handle students and the class. i love the majors subjects.


I CAN NEVER HATE THEM. NOR BLAME THEM FOR ANYTHING. ... and im the type of student who's number one in complaining and defending my block! haha. if the teacher is from another department, I'll put them in the hitlist. hehe

Had your thesis framework/content agreed and progress guided by professor? Why was it rejected?

In life we don’t get what we want, we get in life what we are. If we want more we have to be able to be more, in order to be more you have to face rejection. by Farrah Gray.

Sometimes, people treats a new idea the same way the body treats a strange protein; it rejects it. Don't waste yourself in rejection, but chant the beauty of the good.

I know you will pull through with all these school expectation.

Had your thesis framework/content agreed and progress guided by professor? -> yeah, but we went through different professors. haha. thus undergoing through different ideas. and then suggestions. and then tweaking it and tweaking it everytime. until ... we're doing totally something Different from the rest of the class.. haha..

my mentor said, we're actually doing something that graduate school's doing...

in the back of my mind, its no biggie.. its just... with all these tweaking.. we're running out of time.

So i hope what we're doing now is the final thing because we're already doing everything double time! + multi-tasking

hang in there babe! ;) and yes, I totally hate rejections. Our works always get rejected and we'd have to start from the beginning all over again..argh... >_<

hey di, thanks. hehe... so many things to do. so little time. good thing it's leap year. i get to have 1 day extension :) hehe